First dates can be one of the better ways to spend Friday night or a nerve-wracking experience that makes single life seem like the way forward. Bisexual dating is even more complex.
The butterflies before your date arrives. The relief when you realise they’re not a catfish or that your tipsy judgement isn’t too awful after all. The stumbling through the make or break first hour. The thought of fumbling happening once you get through all that stumbling.
Modern dating is a bit of a minefield. If anything there is too much choice – and not just because bisexuals supposedly have more options with our dates. With Tinder, Bumble, Grindr, HER, Gaydar and a million more options, there is a whole host of eligible singletons out there just waiting for you to buy them a drink. Or seven.
Hello my name is Alice and I like guys and girls, shall we get a bottle of wine?
But at what point do you come out to your date? That’s not a question most have to think about, but it is an all-too-real and all-too-common experience for bisexuals. How do you tell the (possibly) perfect stranger sat opposite you that you’re bisexual without just blurting it out? ‘Hello my name is Alice and I like guys and girls, shall we get a bottle of wine?’
Thanks to years of hard work by LGBTQ+ activists, people in certain corners of the world feel more comfortable about coming out than ever before. A recent survey found that 43 percent of 18 to 24- year-olds don’t identify as gay or straight and fall into the wide and wonderful middle-ground. Yet expressing your bisexual identity in a society that still doesn’t fully recognise it can be tougher than those first few moments of awkward, sober chat on a first date.
Fortunately, I know I’m not alone in my experiences.
Becky: I told my date my ex is a girl and the first thing he said was ‘that’s hot’
Becky, a 22 year old bisexual activist from Manchester says straight men she dates sometimes see sexuality as little more than a kink. Understandably, she’s not thrilled with it.
“I was on a date with a guy a couple of weeks ago and did the whole awkwardly dropping in that my ex is a girl and the first thing he said was that’s hot and then asked if I was a little slutty,” Becky says.
“In what universe is that an okay thing to say to anyone, especially someone you’re on a date with?”
26 year old Adam has just moved in with his long term boyfriend and says that they’re constantly mistaken for brothers – even when holding hands in the street. I mean, some brothers are close but not that close.
Adam: When I am with a guy I am gay and when I am with a girl I am straight
“Because there is so little accurate representation of bisexuality in pop culture when you enter a relationship you completely lose your bisexual identity,” he says, frustrated.
His mission statement about his sexuality is fairly simple to understand. Or should be.
“When I am with a guy I am gay and when I am with a girl I am straight. There is no in-between.”
Straight people don’t have their sexuality continually assessed because they’re at it with someone of the opposite sex. So why should it be any difference for anyone else?
If sexual identity is linked to relationship status, then bisexuality is completely erased.
Izzy: You have to deal with the fallout of someone telling you that you are going through a phase
Izzy, 24 is social secretary in the LGBTQ society at her university, putting on speed mating/ dating events on across the campus. She’s sick of being told that her interest in both sexes is a short term thing that she’ll grow out of. Believe it or not, being bisexual isn’t quite as temporary as an interest in boybands or YouTubers.
“I feel almost obliged to tell my dates immediately – like if I don’t I am being somehow disingenuous,” she says.
“But then you have to deal with the fallout of someone telling you that you are going through a phase.”
The Bisexual Resource Centre is the oldest organisation worldwide that provides resources and funding to create a stronger community for bisexual and pansexual individuals. Based in the US it supports projects around the world.
Co-president Kate Estrop says that they have seen a massive increase in people contacting the organisation seeking community groups for bisexuals and advice on how to deal with harassment.
“They face stigma from the straight community and, to a greater extent, from the lesbian and gay communities,” says Kate.
“They have ‘passing privilege’ as heterosexual and therefore aren’t ‘queer’ enough. Bisexual women face the stigma of being more ‘slutty’ and indecisive.
“Bisexual men are simply seen as being on their way to being gay.”
So bisexual people land, on their behinds, somewhere between being a threat to the progress of the gay liberation movement and a rejection of heteronormativity.
Why are we so uncomfortable with the shades of grey that fall between straight and gay
“Humans love dichotomies. You are a cat or dog person, coffee or tea drinker, morning person or night owl, male or female, gay or straight,” Estrop explains.
“So why are we so uncomfortable with the shades of grey that fall between straight and gay?
When Kristen Stewart announced she was in a relationship with co-star Robert Pattinson in 2009 the media was there, every intimate step of the way.
But when she got together with her long-term girlfriend Alicia Cargile there was hardly any coverage. Bisexual tumbleweed, if you will.
In a statement the star said “I think in three or four years, there are going to be a whole lot more people who don’t think it’s necessary to figure out if you’re gay or straight. It’s like, just do your thing.”
“Preach sister,” thought every bisexual person EVERYWHERE, but is Kristen right? Will we ever get to the point where coming out will no longer be part of a bisexual’s first date banter? And should it come before or after you reveal whether you’ve got brothers and sisters?
Right now we’ve got more bisexuals being written into big TV show story lines. Janelle Monáe recently dropped the biggest bisexual anthem we’ve had in years. So maybe, it’s starting to look like bisexuality is not only becoming more visible but is actually being taken seriously.
But for the time being I might fashion myself a calling card – ‘Alice Broster: Aspiring cat mother and raging bisexual.’ That wouldn’t scare potential love prospects off, right?